I confess.. that I am exhausted. I don't know how people seem to think I always look "so put together" because I don't feel that way at all.
I confess.. I ate donut holes for breakfast every morning this week so far.
I confess.. I still haven't finished all the thank you cards from our baby shower or from all the things we recieved and visitors we had during the begining of our hospital stay.
I confess.. I am only strong in my situation because strong is the only thing I can be. I have to be for my Daughter, for my hubby, and for myself.
I confess.. I am dissapointed that our house still isn't finished so we have to bring Teale home to the tiny house D has been living in while I finished school so she has to share a room with us, which was the plan but I wanted to have her nursery done so I could play with her in there and rock her in her rocking chair, but we don't even have room for her rocking chair in this tiny house. Hopefully it will be done soon.
I confess.. I haven't shaved my legs in a week.
I confess.. I drank 2 Dr Peppers today.
I confess.. that I didn't brush my teeth last night. ew!
I confess.. I over do myself most days walking around the hospital, lifting things, etc. At this rate my c section incision will never heal.
I confess.. I love being part of a "mommy group" with other Moms that were due in June but it's kind of depressing seeing that they're all still pregnant, got to do their nurseries, and are getting their maternity pictures done. I know I am blessed, oh I am BLESSED to have such a healthy and strong little girl, but I didn't get to enjoy the last 6 weeks of when I was pregnant, then she came 10 weeks early. I feel like I missed out on such a big "mommy experience".
I confess.. I am really annoyed with people telling me they're going to come visit us at the hospital then they never show up and don't even call to say they're not coming. Surprisingly we have a busy day and I have to arrange it around visitors, well I used to, then I decided if they wanted to come they can come around our schedules.
I confess.. while typing this I really could be doing one of the above things that I have slacked on. super slacker.